How could I have missed this?

I had a "first" last night.

How could I have missed out on this?

For 45 years...

Last night I got my first ever MASSAGE!

It was HEAVENLY!

What have I been doing my whole life that I have never had time for this?

Well, aside from raising 5 kids and trying to run a house and have a job.  

But seriously?

I know people get them all the time, and I have wanted to try it for really long time, but I'm a big baby and just a little (ok a lot) insecure about my body.

I know they see tons of different shaped people, but it is still hard for me.

Anyway, unbeknownst to Robert I got a gift certificate in my stocking this year from him 

(Thanks Mackenzie) to get one and then I actually did it.

I was afraid it would hurt me because like I said earlier, I'm a baby. 

I will admit there were times it was a little uncomfortable but so awesome when she was done working with that particular muscle. But, overall it was awesome and I think I have a new 

"must do" to add to my budget and schedule.

Somehow...

I'm also thinking that if one massage is good then how wonderful would it be to have a whole day of pampering at a spa?  You know, massage, facial, pedi... The works.

Now, to figure out how to make that happen!

Ya, I could totally get into this!

That's All!